Tuesday Group & Lunch With Friends

Woke up this morning and realized that I don't remember crying even once yesterday. Almost lost it a couple of times when reminiscing with Ed and Linda, but I held it together. It almost makes me feel guilty that I didn't cry even though I hate those times that I sob so hard that it feels like I cannot breathe. Felt a little “hung over” this morning when I woke up. Don't know why because I did not take anything to help me sleep last night. Had my grief support group today. After the group, Group was good today. Had a lot of good interactive discussions. DeDee, Linda and I went to Hometown Buffet for lunch. We were there for about 2 ½ hours, then we went over to Kmart to pick up some things. Got home around 4:30. Tomorrow morning I have to take the 4Runner over to the dealer at 8:00 am for service (lube, oil & filter), so hope I get some sleep tonight since I have to get up a little early.